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Momentary Suicide by alluringrapture, literature

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Momentary Suicide

To shine in front All eyes on me With out choice I\'m pushed To perform for all I let them see what they want to see So that we can all smile If we sile nothings wrong No one will worry about our tribulations We all have pains That we all hide To help others with the harshness of life We put on a shell Our shells, covers, masks Are there for others benefit But we do ourselves harm We hurt ourselves on purpose We pain ourselves to internal death A momentary suicide commited

Bruised Beauty by alluringrapture, literature

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Bruised Beauty

She passed them by Wearing an air of confidence They envied her state of ease And her beauty worn unconsciously They stared after her Thankful for the breath of fresh air She had brought them Her beauty enlightening to them, their new muse But they only saw what she wanted them to She hid the bruises And only broke down at home She only ventured out when composed They did not see How the lines of her mouth portrayed past suffering Or how her eyes were full of melancholy beauty Instead they saw only the perfect outlines of her form But those that studied And those that saw all of her Know she had known great sorrow But it w

Jogging Thoughts by alluringrapture, literature

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Jogging Thoughts

Early morning Can't sleep Bad dreams Turn into bad reality Get up Get out Get moving Maybe with movement By keeping my mind busy I won't have time to dwell on these new thoughts New thoughts I never would of suspected Ideas that hit me head on No warning Mixed feelings towards me He won't make up his mind And just add to the complexions But he's just a side thought A minor problem compared to everything else Compared to me Who early morning commuters give wary suggestions With their expressions Right turn, cross the street Keep jogging Me alone I thought I was surrounded Till I went up to the people next to me And

Some Kind Of Interesting by alluringrapture, literature

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Some Kind Of Interesting

What can I say? That isn't a cliche It might sound cheesy But you are my sunshine My only sunshine You make me happy And all that crap But moving on You really do help me And make my day Either by tripping me to laugh Or Hugging me tight while I cry You're more then I can ask for Sometimes more then I can handle But thats what makes you , you You're nice and funny And can take a slap Or two Or three Or four.... etc etc Your words are perfect For any occasion Your gifts always the best You gave me a flower that will never die Literally, I can sleep with it too But I don't mind about the presents They could never ap

Magical Land by alluringrapture, literature

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Magical Land

Aproaching my dreams With one of their actors by my side I smile and giggle Over joyous with my surroundings Everythings starting out right Walk to the big city But it's set in it's grand time of old A calm boat ride turned adventure So close to you in the dark But feelings aren't yet stated We come upon a childhood town Driving ourselves toward eachother Spinning out of control My heart no longer wanting to spin Just to collapse in your arms Finally we reach the future Actions are happening Past emotions come into control Flying high and low Anywhere as long as we fly together It's a small world we realize As we grow clo

Not because of you by alluringrapture, literature

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Not because of you

The fight begins Round one, hundreth time Same lines used, It's the old routine You say I haven't learned That you're not angry You're just disappointed Your loves hard to see just now You tell me there's no reason to cry You don't want to deal With all my emotions That overcome me every time I used to cry thinking That you lied, That you really did hate me But now don't worry, it's not that I finally see the real problem I guess I finally grew like you said I don't cry because I'm in trouble My tears are in agreement I have to agree with what you yell My mind and my heart Both tell me that it is true And so I cry wanti

The Perfect Apology by alluringrapture, literature

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The Perfect Apology

The perfect apology is nonexistent Seeing as how we only apologize For what is wrong Many times I've said I'm sorry I look back through my mind Sad make-up scenes flash up, I flip through my papers Poems of forgiveness all I see So here's one more to add to the batch A little changed, from a changed mind I'm not trying to sound mean, bitter or regretful I'm sorry for your hurt and tears But I shed tears too, my pain was there too I suffered my pain in hurting you In seeing you everyday For regretting it everyday In wanting your acceptance, still But now it seems your pains decreased And mine's evolved, cut deeper into me My

Perfect Magic by alluringrapture, literature

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Perfect Magic

Approaching my dreams With one of their actors by my side I smile and giggle Over joyous with my surroundings Everything's starting out right Walk to the big city But it's set in it's grand time of old A calm boat ride turned adventure So close to you in the dark But feelings aren't yet stated We come upon a childhood town Driving ourselves toward each other Spinning out of control My heart no longer wanting to spin Just to collapse in your arms Finally we reach the future Actions are happening Past emotions come into control Flying high and low Anywhere as long as we fly together It's a small world we realize As we grow

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Some Kind Of Interesting by alluringrapture, literature

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Some Kind Of Interesting

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About alluringrapture

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 20 years
www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=rockincaligrl
She / Her

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Current Residence: Cali
Favourite genre of music: Everything;Mainly Rock and punk tho
Favourite cartoon character: Tinkerbell
Personal Quote: "Anticipation is the purest form of pleasure, and the most reliable"

Favourite Visual Artist

Van Gogh

Favourite Movies

Top Gun, The Sting, Good Will Hunting and Any scary movie

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

too many

Favourite Writers

My friends, Louisa may Alcott

Tools of the Trade

Pencil, paper, journal, eyes, dreams

Other Interests

dancing, reading, drawing, writing, snowboarding

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alluringrapture

Dec 24, 2004

I suck

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I can't write any more... I suck.. I had a stroke of half ass luck for awhile and now it's gone. me the person who yells at people who stop writing; can't write any more. I try! I do... I have inspiration, i have ideas, I spend time doing it... it doesn't work. I have ATLEAST 40 poems i haven't submitted, and out of those 40,  39 of them suck a$$....This sucks. I need something to get me out of this slump, well atleast what I hope is just a slump. Dang...For awhile it was always hard but i still worked through it and got something atleast ok out of it, then for awhile it was easy and then it went back to being work, but i started getting bett

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alluringrapture

Jun 27, 2004

been awhile

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i haven't added anything in awhile... I've written stuff but it was so persona i jus never submitted it. I found some older stuff and since the thigns that i wrote them about have passed I don't mind submitting them now. And for my drawings.... oye... i don't think i'll ever be happy with my drawings. One day i'll submit them but not yet.. and hmm yea for my journal i have a new journal site at xanga my name is rockincaligrl. so if ya really care to read bout my life thats where ya should go

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alluringrapture

May 17, 2004

love poems

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I just entered a new "romantic" poem last one i submitted was caro- , that was February 23rd.... long a time ago.and when I finally submit a new one it isn't even full of hope, it's a sad one. Have I gone that long with out feeling love for that other special person? I know I've felt love for my savior ie: "Only You". But right now other then him and my male friends, no other guy has been able to capture my heart, if they have they've only taken a piece and it's torturing me and I can't function right without it.

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smoanwnet

Apr 16, 2007

O_o... looking up things long into the past? lol

hell, your icon is still the same, and just look at my username haha.

alluringrapture

Apr 27, 2007

Hehe yea, it's fun to do every now and then, then again i still read every xanga i get e-mailed to me every day too, (btw, congrats on your cure for cancer fundraiser thing) hope life is treating you good!

Starluscious

Aug 27, 2005

Muah!!!!!!!

darling

Thanks for stopping by
take care girl
Enjoy the photos honey
Dan and I are happy to be your friends
again have a

ly night
on behalf of my young self and Dan
Best regards to everything always

wanderingtruths

Sep 16, 2004

update damnitt!!! hehe...love ya!!

Jonathan

thank you very much for your comment on my latest deviantion

dreadz

Jul 24, 2004

I had to get a new da account because someone hacked my school one. it's permanently unfixable. Just thought I'd let you know the change. I"m glad I joined da and met people like you and many others. Have a great day and night. And I never did find out who hacked up my account. but I assure you it's never going to be usuable. I tried submitting poetry on it and my cpu crashed. I couldn't view my journals or anything. I am being very serious about this all. I hate hackers that do this. I hope the hacker gets caught and is taught a lesson. Luckily I have tons of nicknames. Otherwise I would of permanently had to say goodbye to everyone on da. THat would suck so much. Because I'd miss you all. This is your friend Dan. Please add me to your da watch ok